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Wednesday, September 1, 20109:18 PM
you are so beautiful. you are the kind of girl that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Alright, so I think I have a little bit of time and then I'm going to go watch some tv after this. X-Factor, OMG :D hopefully it's still on when I'm done but it probably won't be, so I'll watch the Chaser's instead. As a continuation of yesterday, I've been getting about 3 to 4 hours sleep for two days already. Just please don't ask me why, I don't want to explain it. yesterday I managed to get some 40 cent discount from Gloria Jeans from an older woman who seemed very nice. Today was some obviously less experienced guy who probably didn't even know discounts existed, but I wasn't going to complain anyway. I didn't know it existed either :P Science today wasn't too cool. We're learning about optics and light rays and he decided to show us a video of a person's eye being cut open and lens removed so that it can be replaced with a synthetic one. They cut small holes, and filled the eye up with some kind of jelly which separates the lens from everything else. And then they spent time cutting the lens in half, digging in and opening the hole. Then they cut into quarters and kept trying to pull it apart, before finally taking it out == Pretty disgusting at the time, luckily it was last lesson so lunch or anything wasn't straight after. another partially disgusting story, my injury. I took the strapping off a day before I went to my physio [he normally takes it off for me] and uh, I looked under my foot and the part which has been covered by the straps was completely, pure white for an hour. And I couldn't feel anything when I touched it. Am I making you feel sick at the moment? Sorry :( Anyway, onto a slightly different but related note, my injury theoretically got worse and better at the same time. I can walk properly now, and jog a little. However, I can not twist my foot.. in fact the swelling got worse and bigger :( yeah, my dad and I wth'd because it should technically have reduced swelling.. but I haven't been taking my medication for anti-inflammatory effects for the past few days, and that may as well be the reason. Morgan is awesome :D He supports.. or at least likes to discuss my more sad music in a positive way. Not the Avril Lavigne type of sad, but the depressive emo genre of sad in music. Alesana :P They're passionate and expressive, that's what I love about them. I posted one of my favourite songs, but you might not like it. I doubt you will. And you should also check out My Heroine by Silverstein on youtube, or at least the lyrics. I'm going to try sleep before 12 so that I can get up [at 6] and concentrate better for the music Aural class in the morning. Then in period 5 I have a music lesson, and at 1:40pm I have another music lesson with my accompanist. Woot :) hats are just so damn cool, right? :D good night, kang I dare you to listen to this, do it for me. You've be warned dearest love, I hope this message finds you well as these endless thoughts drip from my soul every single word secretly paints a fairytale of when we will melt into one... eyes forfeit sight to the pain cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core as I cling to memories of you I am so scared...so scared...I need you with me were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile? it's me again, is it me or am I wrong to be concerned? will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again? was this all a lie? why? were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile? make it stop, make this pounding in my head stop fill my lungs with air, give me one more day to make her dreams come true she understands right? that I'm not coming back... she understands right? that I'm not coming back... make it stop, make the pounding stop I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back... I don't know what happened...who would have thought my life would end up like this? I didn't mean to hurt her, not hurt her like this...I can't feel my legs I can't feel my legs and I can't even cry...how could somebody die like this? if my words ever reach you I'll assume you don't care never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade now I curse all of your beautiful lies.. I love you and goodbye... were the last words that I wrote for you enough to tell you that in my death the light that shone through my painful darkness was a blinding vision of your eternal smile? cold scalpel's steel whispers tear at my very core as I cling to my memories of you... |
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