omgod == I remembered about two things in the morning I could talk about in my blog and now I can't remember a single one. And I only have about 5 minutes to type it because I have to go soon. Learn how to play a cool Avril Lavigne song :DD (Fall To Pieces), on both my guitar and piano haha. 

I haven't blogged in... a week? It's not that I forgot, I kept thinking about doing some short post but blogging was pretty low on my criteria list and I couldn't get myself to do it. No, I actually don't have a criteria list due to my poor organisation skills but this wasn't all that important.

My ankle's slightly getting better. The swelling... hasn't stopped but it's only to a small extent now.

So I have a science test tomorrow, some time in the morning, and have had 6 days to study for it. And, not surprisingly, I'm doing a small cram session right now. I completely fail at optics == It's the most one I don't understand of all the topics so far, maybe because I didn't concentrate as much in class for this topic... which I sort of regret.


Shit. I think the term reports are coming in tomorrow or the day after it. Somewhere soon, and my parents are obviously going to find a big flaw in it about my studies, which then equates to a lecture involving my failure, uselessness and all of their friends' children's success. Yes, yes, I know they're all pro and came first for virtually everything. Such a pity I'm not them.


We're changing math teacher for Term 4 :( I don't know why our school does this, but sometimes it's to suit a teacher's timetable because they need to help with HSC studies or something. Hence, they're prioritised over our year. What teacher am I getting now? Waynne's teacher, otherwise more reputed as an emotionless teacher with no sense of humour or enthusiasm.

omg, I just recently learned that my history teacher rowed for New Zealand in the 80's and won gold at the Olympics. What the hell. And one of my maths teachers (who I won't have next term) also rowed for NZ, but he didn't go to Olympics. My other maths teacher played cricket with Australia... and there's the other science teacher who played for the Australian rugby team. Then our senior housemaster who is incredibly good at shouting and scaring people was a professional level boxer. How... unexpected.


Hmm what time is it... okay. I have no idea but I am incredibly hungry right now my stomach is already churning with pain. arghh. Time to explore the kitchen :)


time to fail the optics test tomorrow...


night darling,

kang

sup gee.

oh my god i am screwed for my AMEB exam, I think. I probably am because I'll suddenly tense up in there and stuff half the things up. grr, my lesson got changed from todoy to tomorrow which meant I had to carry my instrument to and from school today for NO reason. ==    I can't remember if I mentioned this or not but I got my ensemble auditions switched to Thursday :D

English today, first period, I was falling asleep. I was falling in and out of sleep constantly, trying not to look too suspicious. But I think I was. I had my head rested on my hand, and my elbow was on the table, so it was helping me sit up. But my face was full down, and sometimes I tried to stay awake but couldn't do shit because my eyes kept closing :( It's weird because as soon as the bell rings for the next period, I suddenly regain a boost of energy.

And it was another of our controversial pdhpe lessons. Which I can not talk about :)


Dino owes me 5 bucks if I make volleyball captain one day, can I do it? :D



good night,

kang

i couldn't be bothered blogging yesterday, I was too caught up on another stuff. 

Today is Saturday, but more commonly known as procrastination day when you don't have sport. I was home alone up to about 4pm today, and I got up at noon. The walk to my wardrobe seemed to far [5 steps]. So I just sat up in bed for about 3 hours because I woke at around 9.

When I got up I was so freaking hungry!! Made two of these microwavable pastas, cause I'm a guy and therefore I obviously don't  know how to cook homemade pasta.


I don't know exactly why but I feel like I've forgotten lots and lots of things to do, and then I'll remember them suddenly tomorrow and  be put on loads of pressure :( I have an audition on Monday, AMEB exam in a week (SHIT), a history essay due the next monday (in a week) and a whole heap of 中文 homework today. please do not ask me why i typed that in chinese, because i have nothing better to do.


time to play some pretty piano and guitar for her,

night,

kang

Can I alert to you a topic which constantly comes back into my life, over and over again? I don't know if this happens to any of you a lot, but my parents always talk about their friends having the two perfect children. One of them is ALWAYS the hardworking and persistent one, while the other is always a naturally talented and very intelligent academic. Those are the only two combinations. Then I get compared to them, and quite obviously, I'm nothing. Not that it really matters because it's true in some ways.

I did 3 hours of music related stuff at school today, and it was quite... fun. I had aural classes in the morning starting from 8. A music rehearsal for period 5, and music rehearsals after lunch.

Some sessions would take over other subjects, which I didn't actually want to miss :( Science is fun! :D And it was our double period so we had a practical, and I only got the first half. So I took the opportunity to continuously pinch the flame, burning myself sometimes. And then I skipped a bit of English later on in the day, which I normally would want to do but we were watching the movie for To Kill A Mocking Bird and I thought it would be a good movie. I only got to watch the last few minutes :(

Oh my shit I failed my maths test. I FORGOT WE HAD A TEST TODAY SO I DIDN'T STUDY T_T I didn't really get to do the last two questions well so that's like instant -6 to 8 marks. And it's out of 33... so instant failure. I looked around the class and no one else really finished it either but I'm still not happy argh.
I think I'm just going to like.. never study at home ever again. I'll go to the park :) Come with me!

After school I went to see my physio, and when he was doing an ultrasound it started hurting cause the waves were too strong D: It felt really weird. A very sharp, piercing pain but there wasn't any injury at all. Then I went to shop groceries for my parents at Coles, and received a head ache :( It was probably just low sugar levels, and  my parents came and decided we should eat at New Shanghai. Ate 3 dishes of those dumpling things, 10 wontons, 5 fried dumplings cause mum couldn't finish them and two bowls of some tofu soup. Feeling fat.

Been catching a train earlier with Waynne lately. 7:06 am. Morgan decided to join us for tomorrow! YAY! :D


lots of unconditional and unrequited love,

kang

Alright, so I think I have a little bit of time and then I'm going to go watch some tv after this. X-Factor, OMG :D hopefully it's still on when I'm done but it probably won't be, so I'll watch the Chaser's instead.

As a continuation of yesterday, I've been getting about 3 to 4 hours sleep for two days already. Just please don't ask me why, I don't want to explain it.

yesterday I managed to get some 40 cent discount from Gloria Jeans from an older woman who seemed very nice. Today was some obviously less experienced guy who probably didn't even know discounts existed, but I wasn't going to complain anyway. I didn't know it existed either :P

Science today wasn't too cool. We're learning about optics and light rays and he decided to show us a video of a person's eye being cut open and lens removed so that it can be replaced with a synthetic one. They cut small holes, and filled the eye up with some kind of jelly which separates the lens from everything else. And then they spent time cutting the lens in half, digging in and opening the hole. Then they cut into quarters and kept trying to pull it apart, before finally taking it out == Pretty disgusting at the time, luckily it was last lesson so lunch or anything wasn't straight after.

another partially disgusting story, my injury. I took the strapping off a day before I went to my physio [he normally takes it off for me] and uh, I looked under my foot and the part which has been covered by the straps was completely, pure white for an hour. And I couldn't feel anything when I touched it. Am I making you feel sick at the moment? Sorry :(

Anyway, onto a slightly different but related note, my injury theoretically got worse and better at the same time. I can walk properly now, and jog a little. However, I can not twist my foot.. in fact the swelling got worse and bigger :( yeah, my dad and I wth'd because it should technically have reduced swelling.. but I haven't been taking my medication for anti-inflammatory effects for the past few days, and that may as well be the reason.

Morgan is awesome :D He supports.. or at least likes to discuss my more sad music in a positive way. Not the Avril Lavigne type of sad, but the depressive emo genre of sad in music. Alesana :P They're passionate and expressive, that's what I love about them. I posted one of my favourite songs, but you might not like it. I doubt you will. And you should also check out My Heroine by Silverstein on youtube, or at least the lyrics.

I'm going to try sleep before 12 so that I can get up [at 6] and concentrate better for the music Aural class in the morning. Then in period 5 I have a music lesson, and at 1:40pm I have another music lesson with my accompanist. Woot :)


good night,

kang




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