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Tuesday, August 31, 201010:40 PM
"And I loved you so, Scarlett. If only you had ever let me." -Rhett, Gone With The Wind. "Of all the women I could have, I waited for you." And he still is.
sorry I'm too busy and wasted today, 3 hours of healthy sleep last night/this morning. gloria jeans and san churros today to wake myself up. Ill try make up for today tomorrow. Night. Kang TOP OF PAGE
Monday, August 30, 201010:12 PM
"But, Scarlett, did it ever occur to you that even the most deathless love could wear out?" -Rhett Butler, Gone With The Wind
Good evening, ladies and gentlemen.  wassup gee, we be reppin the boys. In a gay way. Today was mufti day, and I nearly missed out! :( Luckily I didn't. You see, I got to the station and was in school uniform. Since I left home, I knew I was missing something today.. I had that big feeling, but I just could not remember what it was. But yeah, then I saw some guy from our school in casual and I was like... "Shit." So I got back home, put on the first pair of pants with a belt on it which I could see, grabbed a random shirt on my bed and the jacket hanging on my door on the way out of my room. Hence, I had to catch the train to school... alone. In the crowd == I swore to myself I would never do this ever, ever again without a friendly face but here I was. Damn it. Yeah oh well, there were more adults than other school kids so it was relatively quiet [not that I would've noticed anyway because of my ipod]. Got to school, bleh. You guys know that Ng dyed his hair... right? I what the hell'd for the first few minutes, because it's funny that his hair is now like in contrast with his skin. It's a tad lighter than his skin.. nearly the same actually. My P.E. teacher is freaking awesome, and he's a nice guy and he's also a councillor. You know what his 200m time was when he was younger? 21.8 seconds [something in the 21's]. Hackkkkkkkssssssss. Anyway, he's sort of sexist. Not in an [entirely, oblivious, bullheaded] offensive way, but were talking about driving and major factors which lead to crashes. It lead on to the subject of multi-tasking, where the main rumor claims that women are much better at multi-tasking. However, he was disproving it during class. It was a story about his wife, he was in the passenger seat and she was driving [btw this happened about 5 years ago, and he hasn't LET her drive since because he knows she'll do something bad] at about 60 km/h. She then started telling him things and without even knowing, she slowed down to about 15 km/h and the cars behind her were beeping like crazy but she didn't notice at first. He didn't want to tell her what to do when driving otherwise it may have provoked an argument and she might have bitched to him about 'backseat driving'. Yeah. In one of the exercises, it was to list Human, Vehicle and Environmental factors. Guess what, he said women were in the environmental factors. LOL. Yeah, I don't really know how it makes sense but they had the same equality status as a tree. Oh and they can't drive manuals. THIS IS NOT MY VIEW, IT'S MY TEACHER'S OKAY Crap I'm in group 1 for basketball which means I have to trial with like pro people but then again, i am injured and I'm going to be out for one more week. BUT I REALLY WANT TO PLAY! And I want to play next week. LIGAMENT, GET BETTER. OR I HIT YOU. Actually that won't help.... D: Alright, I hope this is enough for today. Good night, kang TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, August 29, 20109:27 PM
"I don't know how long I've loved him but it's true... I've never been able to see the world at all, because Ashley stood in the way." - Scarlett O'Hara, Gone With The Wind
Sup gee :) What can I remember I did today... or what can I think of to blog about? Hmmm. Well, today in the car I was, again, showing dad my awesome music and he was giving his shifty 'ehh...' comments about them. ==" I started teaching him how to say Paramore, There For Tomorrow, 30 Seconds To Mars, All Time Low, blessthefall, Escape the Fate and The Maine. I told him Paramore are the people I'm seeing in October, 30 Seconds To Mars is the one you like and the singer is an actor. But he has no idea what the other people are... and he's probably forgotteen about Paramore and 30STM already :P Lots of music today, again. What else is there to do apart from drift from reality, listen and play music? I started adding stuff to the piano songs I knew, and spazzed out at one point where I played something like demisemi quavers instead of quavers. :) Still practising my trombone for that damned AMEB. However, the ratio of my piano to guitar to trombone in terms of importance is 1:1:50. But my piano to guitar to trombone play/practice time ratio in terms of length would be 10:5:1. Efficiency fail, as usual D: Why do I talk so much about music... I NEED to stop argh T_T Did you people notice the contrasting cloud definition in the sky today around noon? :) They were all thick, bright clouds and formed in different clumps and shapes. The sunlight was very strong and shone through all the thin layers CRAP. BASKETBALL SEASON TOO AND I HAVE FREAKING TORN LIGAMENT T-T I'LL BE OUT FOR LIKE ANOTHER 2 WEEKS. NOOOOOOOOOO. ARGH. I'm going to miss the trials and get put into the C's or something... although I don't really care about team placement. C's are awesome cause heaps of my friends are there and they train with the D's, where heaps of my other friends are too! :D Playing the game is more rewarding.  hot stuff with tristan, waynne, andrew and alain on the gay pile. (michael on the left). I tend to not join in... Although... I already miss volleyball season and I'm aching for it to start again. They NEED annual volleyball, cuz I freaking love it. Not to sound too boastful but I managed to top the teams MVP points, with Andrew Lam... 12 points each. I got 3 points for every game except one, whereas he got two for everyone except one game where he got 3 (the last one, our decider ==). But I did manage to get most points scored.. still, it's teamwork which counts and our team got together REALLY well in term 3. We couldn't coordinate our defense and attacks properly in the first season, so we failed x_x TOP OF PAGE
Saturday, August 28, 20109:20 PM
posts are quite dead.
I am undeniably the worst blogger ever. There comes the time where procrastination exceeds the capability of even blogging. I'm going to try change that, but don't put your faith in me because I am most likely going to be unable. The last time I posted was... 2 weeks ago? I can't really remember, however I'm going to give a recap (if possible) of some things [which I can instantly remember right now] which have happened. I got a haircut a few days ago at Iris... actually it wasn't really a haircut. If you're picky, you might just call it a fix. I got hardly anything cut. Music concert just recently on Thursday, and it was considerably better than Term 2's failure. Apart from the fact that more bands and better bands were performing, 3x the people actually turned up and the seats didn't look very empty this time. OMG I GOT A DAFFODIL DAY BEAR!!! :D He's pretty cute, he's a doctor bear with a labcoat and his name is Dr. Dougal (it says so on his coat). I haven't taken the tag off yet but I will right now -snips off-.  If you like a good cuddle then please buy me on Daffodil Day :) His [Louis-Vuitton] glasses are super hot, don't you think? XD I don't need to add this but you can take his coat off... WOOT. However, his glasses are stuck on :( I also had trouble deciding on which bear to choose, as there was the doctor bear or the one with the raincoat. Both pretty cute. And I also thought these people don't have so much interesting or active fun while selling the bears, why not change someone and let them do something they don't normally do? So I asked the girl at the stand to choose for me. I said, "I'm having trouble deciding on which, can you help and choose for me? -smile-" Her, "Oh. -surprised face or whatever- -picks up both bears- Hmm well I think they're both very very cute.. -looks at both for like a minute- But I think the doctor one is slightly more cute -hands me the doctor bear-" :D I have so much musical related shit going on now. Good and bad. I'm going to be pessimistic and start with the bad. So I have my actual CLASS PERFORMANCE in a few days ==" I'm not actually stuffed, well technically I shouldn't be since I can play my piece well enough but I'm going to make a big mistake somewhere in the middle. I just handed in my Minuet & Trio composition... which sounded half Baroque style than classical in some places.. and I screwed up the harmony in some bars but I couldn't be bothered checking and changing. Therefore, I'm going to get something like 3/10? :( 2 more weeks then I have an AMEB exam for my trombone. WHICH I AM FUCKED FOR. argh. I'm going to try and practise more, which I did today and I am proud of myself for doing that :) Good News time. Uh.. well for starters, the Minuet & Trio is only going to be marked out of 10. Then when we get it back, he says we have to edit it to make it better and rehand it in for a total mark out of 20. Or I can hand a completely different composition in.. I'm going to do the one which requires less effort. Hence, I'm going to get like... 7/10? Yay! Musical accomplishments have been okay these 2 weeks. I got more than I thought I could. Weird thing is, I'm meant to focus more on my trombone but I'm playing more piano and guitar :D Sorry, tutor, but I just had the urge to learn awesome songs, by ear. These two weeks I got When You're Gone done.. most of it at least, still a few mistakes. I have like all of Vanilla Twilight except for one instrumental part before the breakdown. I'm changing things to Apologise to make is sound slightly more unique and less blunt. Spent like 10 minutes replaying the start of Perfect Two to figure out those four chords, which I did in the end :) And I'm going to learn something like You Belong With Me. But so far i know that there's going to be lots of strumming argh Can't wait for the Paramore concert, I'm going to buy so much merchandise and I better get photos or autographs :) Good night lovely people, kang  Dr. Dougal and his boyfans p.s. sorry morgan, I didn't manage to get your mo in :(( TOP OF PAGE
Saturday, August 21, 201012:18 AM
wake me up with something when the barrier is gone. I'll be waiting TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, August 15, 20109:40 PM
okay so today, the weather here in the North Shore was very unusual. We had a mass of clouds.. and within 2 hours there was darkness, hail, periodical rain, thunder and lightning. It was completely bright before and after. I managed to get some pictures which is somewhere in the 2010 album on facebook, showing a contrast between the dark clouds, the higher light clouds further away and the distant blue sky (which then got swallowed by the dark clouds). argh i was tuning my guitar today and i dont know why but i tightened the e string (the thinnest one at the bottom, for those of you who don't know) too much. It was quite an old string anyway, and I finally can replace it with a legitimate reason. But it snapped back and dug into the back of my hand, causing it bleed >_> yea i had to pull it out. So when I was replacing the string, I was twisting it around the tuning stick at the top of the guitar. I wasn't looking at it one time and I accidentally dug my index finger (same right hand) into the tip, and it went i-don't-know how deep but i had to pull it out again. SHIT == Then I had to put a bandaid on because I was playing a song which needed two-finger plucking. Then I was playing with a bandaid on it and it was like a shitty mute, making it sound worse. My left index finger is also dead because I was using it for an hour, pressing really hard for higher definition. Why am I even playing my guitar? I should have spent that time on the trombone for tomorrow's in-class performance... D: Today in the car with my dad. Me: "Hey I don't like this stuff on the radio, wanna listen to my ipod?" Dad: "Uhh. sure." Me: -plugs in earphones, switches to 30 Seconds To Mars- Dad: "It's alright..." Me: -plays some more 30STM, then some Paramore and There For Tomorrow- I can't remember if he said if they were good or not but since he listened to it, my respect for him has risen :D please listen to this song for me :) A withered past and a blurry future, My hearts on an auction, It goes out to the highest bid. I live to fast, and I know I will lose her, But there is an option, to die is to live in her head. So I'll hang on, never let go. I dug this pain into my chest. Instead, One last chance to reverse this curse, You stole my heart but I had it first. And now I see you've got something to prove, And nothing to lose, so let me tell you the truth. A deadly wish but it should've come sooner, A corpse in a funeral that I would never attend. There is a light on in the back of this house, But you're not around, to die is to live in her head. So I'll hang on, never let go. I dug this pain into my chest. Instead, One last chance to reverse this curse, You stole my heart but I had it first. And now I see you've got something to prove, And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth. So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love, And to, the girl, that filled my heart. Last night I had the weirdest dream, That you and I drove up the darkest streets, Passing through these city lights, Closure for the kiss that died. One last chance to reverse this curse, You stole my heart but I had it first, And now I see you've got something to prove, And nothing to lose so let me tell you the truth. [x2] So, this goes, out to, the ones that fall in love. An to, the girl, that filled, my, heart. TOP OF PAGE
Friday, August 13, 201010:37 PM
I remember you liked this song. Am I right? :) although you've obviously forgotten about it I watched the sun again, it's leaving now I've spent all night long trying to figure out What I've lost and what I've failed When my feet won't hit the ground Trying to make it, starting over And will we ever love again? Hey baby, are you alone tonight? How can we make it? Hey baby, looks like you were wrong It's never too late, too late So here we are again, to make some sense of it all All these sudden changes, maybe things are not so different Rearrange the peices, like it's all we know It's all we know, let it go Hey baby, are you alone tonight? How can we make it? Hey baby, looks like you were wrong It's never too late, too late I can't put it together, what we've lost The pieces keep falling one by one Cos this life has us holding on Fall tomorrow then it's gone Fall tomorrow then I call Hey baby, it looks like you were wrong How can we make it? Hey baby, are you alone tonight? How can we make it? Hey baby, looks like you were wrong It's never too late, too late (Take it all, leave the place behind) There's no on else tonight Tonight TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, August 1, 20108:03 PM
perfect, beautiful morning today, they always equate to unusual days, don't they? today has been oh so very unproductive! I've been learning songs on the piano hehe :) apologise, vanilla twilight, etc. and been learning stuff on my guitar. Rather than practising trombone and learning about 16 scales (which is due by Tuesday), and I have an AMEB exam in 4 weeks. I'm so screwed. English in-class essay for Macbeth which I was meant to draft on today, but I haven't been bothered yet. shit. kang |
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