with a tear in her dress and a tear in her eye,
And just like that her whole life flashed by
She won't remember what you said last night
That if you ever needed someone to pick up the pieces in your life

Falling in complete love with this band I discovered today, 3OH!3 . Although the lyrics are a bit.. too... not-my-style, it sounds and puts me in a happy state :)  Parents were out for a few hours at mid day and early afternoon so I was blasting music, hopefully my neighbours didn't hear me D:

Yesterday was pretty fun haha. Marmaduke was considerably better than I thought it would be. I assumed beforehand that it was going to be a really, really dodgy movie as I didn't pay much attention to the trailer so I wasn't impressed. One thing about it was the the last 15 minutes went too lovey - dovey. At least have a gradual build up of romance, this was just so sudden ==


And, breaking news, I have a new second eldest son! :D Shavin! He's teaming up with my eldest, Marsh, to write an epic rap/poem. They should request some help from like... Morgan LOL

Most depressing part today? Youtube was down for a while ._. damn it I wanted to watch more music videos!



ok i have nothing else to say which i'd like the public to know,

kang

sorry to not blog for a while hehe.

blasting and getting stoned on music at home because rents aren't here :D and talking to people

Check 30H!3 out

Not in the mood for blogging.

EVERYONE. YOU MUST WATCH THE SOCCER FINAL TOMORROW. Or I kill you!

kang




I have so many friends who are 'broken angels'. This is the perfect song to be dedicated to them, and it can be taken from a son - mother/father perspective too. (Read the lyrics and you'll get what I just said).

You know what's disturbing? Each time I go to my blog dashboard there's the picture of the gay, drag queen Jo posted up in the middle of the page. So I have to click 'edit post' or 'new post' as soon as I can.

Okay, so what did I do today? I (finally) started to read The Hunchback of Notre Dame which has been lying around for some time. I read Gone With The Wind sooooooooooooo slowly xD But I like... know everything about it now :) That story is just too good to be rushed.



good night, reading time

kang

Guess what happened for the first time in about 2 weeks straight? I didn't hear my parents fight! They actually might have, but I was with them pretty much the whole day today :)
I hate it because I always involve myself to try and stop them, and most of the time whatever just happens gets shifted onto me. They're probably right though, but they're not right when they say I don't try.

I went to this place in Chatswood called Chocolateria San Churro! OMG THEY HAVE THE BEST HOT CHOCOLATE, CHURROS AND COFFEE EVER. I don't normally consume this stuff but I was hungry, bored and haven't had something enticing to eat for a while. Omg tastes sooo good :)

You know what I like doing now? Being overly nice to shop assistants and staff that they're probably suddenly scared. You can't really say I'm being an inconsiderate person, I'm just trying to be nice and make their day a little bit brighter. I've been practising today, and have been asking their opinions and stuff; it's nice to see them smile.
And I'm also loving helping public people out... if they need it of course. These people at the train station didn't know how to use the ticket machine, so I decided to be really nice for once to help them. Then I thought, the feeling you get after you help them is quite nice, actually. So now I'm going to try do it much more often xD Even if I sometimes fail, they still thank you and smile, which is always heartwarming.

So I applied for a job today... at McDonalds LOL. First I thought that it was going to be a good thing and joyful working experience.. but one of my friends told me that after the second shift, she wanted to quit but couldn't. She had to go really soon after so I couldn't clarify about this well with her. What would be wrong... apart from a dickhead manager and an asshole of a team? Hopefully it's not going to be like that in the outlets I applied for... but I'm going to ask her again. I don't want to get into something which I'll regret, although the cash would be nice :D


Oh and this website makes the italics AUTOMATICALLY pink, seriously. I don't know why T_T



i think im going to be a bit busy in the morning tomorrow... so good night

kang

I have done like... NOTHING today. Nothing productive at least, from my own view and my parent's, although I'm always unproductive or doing something wrong to them. What I did do, however, was listen to looots of music, which is now a daily routine, but more particularly: punk or post-hardcore covers of mainstream pop songs :)

Ice Box by There For Tomorrow (Omarion cover) is very, VERY good and is now one of my favourite songs without a doubt. The vocalist (Maika Maile) from There For Tomorrow's voice is really hot. Now, as gay as that sounds, it's true. It's just soooo good, and passionate!
I recently also found this vocal cover of Taylor Swift's love story by Intohimo. Not many of you will like this because one or two verses are screamed, but nevertheless, it's fantastic but very importantly, it's funny.
Mayday Parade's cover of When I Grow Up by The Pussycat Dolls is not screamo, but it's great, sounds good and funny. As the song as directed from a female perspective, yet it's sung by a guy.

I'm going to the Paramore concert in October :) See, I'm a devoted Paramore fan! Hayley Williams can actually sing. I've seen heaps of bands who are great in studio, but they're total bullshit live. Hayley Williams is nearly as good in studio and the band sometimes changes the song around to give it a different feel. So worth going :)


I promised to tell you all about the little Year 2 kid terrorising me last night. My memory... isn't really that reliable right now but I remember some funny things which happened.
He walked up to me and after about a minute of awkwardness (as I was watching the replay of Netherlands vs Uruguay), he asked: "So... how many friends do you have?"
In my mind I thought, wtfuck? Who asks these types of questions? I don't recall ever doing that when I was his age. I didn't reply for like.. 15 seconds so I said: "What do you mean?"
Him, "How many friends do you have....?"
Me, "Oh, I don't really count them all."
Him, "Ok.... I have 6."
Me, wtfuck is he telling me this in a positive or negative way? "Oh, you mean just at school right?"

Anyway, we were watching the football game and he started giving me his own commentary. He even added some sound effects, to my displeasurement. He was also criticising many players' low playing standard such as when they didn't get the ball/lost the ball. Then he began explaining the foul system and free kick, as well as a whole other bunch of rules. Half of the words he said were mumbled so I didn't understand but I nodded my hand and just agreed to what he said.

Then I thought: okay, I better switch programs... NO MORE OF THIS PLEASE!
So we start watching Wipeout UK, and to my incredibly bad luck (though I should have known better) he started giving massive 'WOAH's and laughs. Come on, it's just people falling over. I, honestly, never found any of it funny. I remember years ago, heaps of friends said it was funny, I watched parts of different episodes... maybe it produced one or two laughs from the big, amazing stacks but the rest wasn't amusing at all. Sorry all Wipeout fans there, it's just my opinion which you don't need to take into account. :)

Guess what happened after the 1 and a half hour dinner? The parents sat around the table... eating sunflower seeds... talking... for 2 hours. No joke, and I have no idea how they even manage to do it. They talk at SUCH loud volumes, nearly shouting. Sometimes it's soft... and then you get that sudden outburst of laughter.

I feel uncomfortable calling the little boy 'little kid' so I'll use his real name, Jonathan. GUESS WHAT!? Jonathan taught me how to spell Kelly! :D "K - E - L - L -Y"
So to keep his hopes up I said, "Oh, thank you so much! :)"
He also told me he was collecting 'footy cards' of these international football players. Unless I'm mistaken, aren't footy cards all either involving AFL or Rugby? Wth. In the midst of my confusement I said:"That's wonderful" I was trying to be nice as I could.

Goodbye process. When we got in the car... my parents were talking to the hosts who were outside our car for nearly half an hour. My parents already talk to them for like... 3 hours a day on the phone, what else could possibly said?



Thanks for boring yourself by reading this :) Or maybe you were so bored you had nothing else to do, either way, see you.

kang

big-ish day today [yesterday] :)
Went to an outing with Michael, Jo, Bella and Christine :) Watched Toy Story 3. I already watched it before... online, by a crappy recorder so rewatching it was definitely worth it! :) 

Favourite scene? Hmm... I'm not sure but it must have something to do with Ken and Barbie! :) They're like... my favourite part[s] of the movie, so hilarious xD The animation must have taken the people AGES omg, if it was me I would just give up. Unless, of course, I was being paid enough so I don't have to work for the rest of my life.


Okay well here's the [anti]climax of the day! The incredibly long asian dinner party T_T I'm sure you can all relate to me from various perspectives and levels of torture.

The main highlights of this event is the fact that it lasted 7 and a half hours, that there was this little kid terrorising me and parents talk to each other at such LOUD volumes and laugh sooooooo much. Sometimes they talk softly, but really scare me because they suddenly have an outburst of laughter. O_O

Hmm I'll post a more detailed convo with the child later. For now, I'm just going to either sleep or try and burn time for the Spain vs Germany match :)

good night

parents fighting, arguing.
me be virtually hated by mum.
if i get involved to try stop the fight, i apparently am always wrong and have no 'moral' sense.
they keep interrupted each other and me when i start to talk.

perfect week. kill me

 Nothing to say.

you all must go to http://www.givesmehope.com and http://love.givesmehope.com    tried to use it to put some hope in myself
and read all the posts. i did.

one of my other new favourite songs :)


It's three in the morning and I'm still not sleeping
'Cause I am finally run in your race
The mountains you've been climbing seem like they have steepened
Since I decided to pick up the pace
If the whole world told me I should disappear
Could I fall right next to you?

Just let me burn the night away
Oh baby, let me burn the night away
By thinking of the simple things you say to me
That get me true the day
You keep me wide awake
You keep me wide awake

So don't look back
The hour glass is running empty
You've got me buried with your every move
You're fine line tapped me with a loss of memory
I'm right beside you in an empty room
If the whole word told me I should disappear
Could I fall right next to you?

Just let me burn the night away
Oh baby, let me burn the night away
By thinking of the simple things you say to me
That get me true the day
And it's so hard to catch your feelings
When you always run away
You keep me wide awake
You keep me wide awake

You're making it hard
For me to just start over like we're new
Oh, the whole world told me I should disappear
'Cause I'm falling in love with you

Just let me burn the night away
Oh baby, let me burn the night away
By thinking of the simple things you say to me
That get me true the day
And it's so hard to catch your feelings
When you always run away
You keep me wide awake
You keep me wide awake

So I haven't blogged in a while, neither am I that motivated to... it's weird because I don't bother starting, but once I start to blog, I write considerably more than I expected.

Anyway, Happy 14th Birthday, Alicia :)  My favourite daughter, of course. Today's outing was awesome, and omg the food was REALLY nice. The only thing that partially ruined it was Steph & Bella so eager to use the karaoke machine T_T  The BANANAS IN PYJAMAS episode was really cool too, so funny when everyone's just like: "Ahhh.... NO SHIIIIIIT." 

• Post-Hardcore   [this is lots of singing with screaming]
• Punk/Punk Rock
• Emo
• Alternative Rock
• Indie
• Acoustic stuff (fits into Rock)/Electronic

• There For Tomorrow
• VersaEmerge
• Dashboard Confessional
• Pierce The Viel
• The Maine
• All Time Low