too lazy to blog :\ Maybe tomorrow. Listen to this incredible song i just found... or at least read the lyrics :)

I Can't Decide
          There For Tomorrow

Mm, good day ladies and gentlemen. :)  What have you all been up to the past few days?

I'll try to write a post, which hopefully won't turn out too boring. Although I know it probably will.

What have I been up to lately? Movies and music. Predominantly [unhealthy] music sessions, which help me day dream so well. So much music just makes me think what I've done before, what's happening now and what is going to happen in the future.. and what I could do to change it.

One thing annoying about thinking is that after I've come up with a conclusion for something, 90% of the time I manage to contradict myself 10 minutes later. A cycle, pretty much.

I just found out that we might be going to Coogee beach for volleyball training in the holidays with our coach :D  Hopefully we are, but we need permission from our volleyball co-ordinator first for some legal stuff which apparently needs to be dealt with. Beach volleyball is awesome. Mainly due to the fact that it's a two person team. This means you're more involved, unlike in indoor volleyball, and it's less confusing. Positions are much more logical and you can't really blame more than one person for missing a ball. So annoying when I see two people in the team run up to the ball, but want the other person to hit it, thus losing us a point. T_T

Today is Sunday. Therefore, I got up early in the morning to watch the sun rise and birds fly around in tall trees :D  Did I ever mention we have a bunny (or two) who live in our garden? They're wild ones so they run away from humans, and for a few weeks I tried to chase it when I saw it. But it was just too ninja (must have been asian). Then one day I saw where it jumped down into, so now I'm assuming that's it's home. Might go check it out some time but right now.. I cbb.  I also googled about catching rabbits in suburban gardens but grew paranoid after many links stated that they have sharp paws and bite in self defense. :(

Need to watch another movie today even though I have a large amount of homework. Let's see...

• Chinese Dialogue assignment I have to do over the internet with a friend. Gay thing is we're the only 3 person group since one person was left out. He doesn't even use a computer, nor facebook, skype nor msn. I do not know how he survives. And I am NOT going to call him. So we're just going to have to make up his lines. Luckily we can read off the script, otherwise everyone would be stuffed.
• Maths. Lots of it. Just some simultaneous equations but just LOTS of it I can't be bothered doing it.. it's still sitting next to me after an hour.
• English - Macbeth. Damn you Macbeth. Actually, it was pretty good play but my teacher wants us to do short character summaries of Macbeth, Lady Macbeth, Banquo and [I think] Macduff. As well as a few quotes to go with them. I heard Sparknotes has a lot of stuff on Macbeth, pray it will help me speed up.
• Music. Hmm what is the homework? Lemme check... Have to distinguish sections of Sonata III by Mozart D:<  Hopefully Waynne will help hehehehe :)

 Ohyea, I somehow managed to finish my science homework today because I was bored after 9.00AM.

If you managed to read up to here, thanks for wasting your time on me and knowing my boring life. But one thing which i don't think is boring is this song by The Maine. It's called Everything I Ask For. I've been listening this every second or third song since 6.00AM today. I think I'm going to be deaf D:  Despite two inappropriate (or just quite mature) lines, this song is very sweet. And its very addictive; sounds great !!

:) You know... my mind is nearly blank, apart from one or two other thoughts. Maybe constant music won't help me regain full body and mind control, but this escapes me from so many things.        Apart from incomplete homework x(

And so here's what I've been listening to for 1 hour straight. (literally)

tristan just found one of the best lyrical songs ever :DD and omg the pictures get better and better!

Perfect Two

   Auburn

 This quiz thing is the latest blog craze, right?

What does your last sent text say?

Morgan: Dads bday (not fb real one) say somethin nice and i'll show him ty :]

Are you in a good mood?

Mentally, no. But what am I meant to show others?

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

Is there meant to be?

Where will you be in 2 hours?

Home. Listening to music, trying to rewind time by recalling memories. Fail.

Who’s bedroom were you last in?

My own.

Hows your heart lately?

Beating at different speeds all the time.

Something you can’t wait for?

Not to experience tomorrow.

Where have you been most of today?

Home.

Where’s your mum?

Her room, I think.

Are you a happy person?

Externally :)

Who was the last person to be in your bed with you?

My iPod counts as a person.

Who is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?

Idk.

Does someone like you right now?

No.

Have you ever had a pet fish?

When I was like... 5? or 6.

What are your plans for tonight?

Most likely listen to music while staring at the wall/sky.

You’ve had sex with over 112 people, haven’t you?

No, they were CGI'd in.

Your ex calls wanting to hang out. What do you say?

I don't have one but if I did, it'd depends. If I completely hate her, then no, but if we're still good friends and the outing doesn't seem too sus.. maybe.

What’s the relationship between the last person you texted and you?

He's one of the coolest guys ever.

What do you think of when you see a dollar sign?

I need more.

Was your last kiss, standing up, sitting down, or laying down?

In my dreams?

Is there someone you wanna date?

You.

What are you listening to?

This I Promise You by N'Sync

Last missed call?

My dad. I think he called me when I was on the train :\

What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?

Try to convince myself I'm not awake.

What are you planning on doing tomorrow?

I don't have any plans, that's my level of preparation.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a T?

No.

How is the weather right now?

It's dark outside :) The stars are great and so is the moon.

Are you going anywhere for the next summer?

It's either we're going to Shanghai or staying in Australia.

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?

Never had a relationship... Why is this quiz assuming I've had an experienced love life? T_T

Are you going to sleep in tomorrow?

No. It's Sunday. So it's sunrise watching time.

Is there a specific reason you’re not dating the last person you texted?

Because he's a guy.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a K, J, or L?

No.

What is on your wrists right now?

Nothing you should know about :)

Do you like to cuddle?

I don't experience much so I wouldn't really know.

Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette?

Yea.

Are you happy with the way things are going?

No.

Who called you last night?

No one, who would?

Is anything bothering you?

Yes.

Who was the first person you talked to yesterday?

Morgan the Great.

Why aren’t you with the person you like?

It's not my choice, neither do I need nor want it to be.

When did you laugh last?

Yesterday, after watching an episode of Smosh :)

Your ex calls you on the phone, what is your reaction?

Don't have one but if I did, then I'd either reject the call, let it go to voicemail or answer it with a hi, but still wtf'ing in my mind.

What is the last thing you ate?

Pain.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

Actually, i can't. Mainly because I didn't.

Can you speak any other language than English?

I'm decent at Shanghainese. Learning Mando :)

Last movie you saw in theaters?

..I forgot.

Was it a boy or girl to call you last?

A girl, amazingly, but I missed the call.

What color are your eyes?

Tear colour.

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

waynne grabbed my hand in science D:

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

not since I was a toddler.

Plans for the weekend?

Nono... but I think I'm getting some new clothing from DFO because of EOFYS.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

Not telling.

If you took a drug test right now, would you pass?

Yes, I think so.

Has one of your boyfriends/girlfriends best friends ever tried to get with you?

Ehh, no.

Have you told anyone that you missed them?

...I think I have.

What’s your favorite colour gummy bear?

The ones I don't look it before eating them xD

What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex’s body?

Their personality :)

Have you ever made up/sang a song for someone you cared about?

nope.

Ever had a song sang about/for you?

I don't think so.

Is there a baby in the room with you right now?

Nah.

Do you know how to dance?

No.

Where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other?

Alone would be the best description.

What is your favourite thing that is green?

Trees and leaves.

What is the way to your heart?

May vary for each person but it's mainly nice personality, caring, acts like themselves in front of me and others, and different.

What do you smell like?

Myself 

What’s in your pocket?

It's empty.

Anything in your mouth?

Gum.

Ever hurt yourself playing Wii?

No but I accidentally hit my friend :D

Do you have freckles?

No.

How many languages can you say “Hello” in?

I can't be bothered counting.

Ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on?

Yes. Pushed once, and fallen once. damn it D:<

Are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday?

no.

Name a song that you know all the words to:

So Much by The Spill Canvas.  You should listen to it or at least look up the lyrics!

Are you in love with someone right now?

Haha, in love requires the other to do so as well, right? No.

What’s the last thing you watched on TV?

News.

What’s the last video game you played?

Avatar The Game lol.

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?

No

Do you have an uncle named Joe?

no

What word do you use when people pass gas?

not me. 

Do you wear glasses ?

nah

What can you hear right now?

Hayley Williams singing Hallelujah.

Did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday?

Better, I guess.

Ever been overseas?

Yes

If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?

uhh, I haven't kissed anyone.

Has someone ever sang a song to you?

no. Refer to the song questions above.

Would you get plastic surgery?

no, does it look like I want my face to melt on a hot day?

Has a rumor been spread about you?

yea, I guess so.

Have you written a secret admirer letter?

nope.

Would you rather give or receive?

What item or thing you talking about?

Do you prefer to sleep or eat?

sleep.

Were you a planned pregnancy for your parents?

no idea.

Is your tongue pierced?

no way

What is your favorite sushi?

salmon and avacado. 

Do you like funny or serious people better?

depends on the situation.

What do you and your parents fight about the most?

Lots of things... and they may arise from small things into bigger ones.

Are you a gullible person?

Probably..

Are you a generally happy person?

Generally is a big word.

Last thing that really hurt you?

No tell again :)

Are you ever afraid to be yourself?

uhuh.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

nope.

How many people have told you they were in love with you?

Apart from my parents, none.

Is any part of you sad at all?

Yes. I won't list them but you can accurately deduct which if you read closely on this quiz, which you probably didn't :)

Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?

I don't know.

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?

Yes. I'd make different decisions.

Have you ever cried in front of your number one?

nah

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?

Nope.

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?

No one does :)

Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you?

yes i guess so.

Is love really worth fighting for?

I think it depends with every person.

Your phone is ringing. It’s your most recent ex. What do you say?

If I did have one, I'd look at it and not pick up/

Do you have a bad temper?

that's not  for me to decide.

Do you believe that there’s good in everybody?

yes.

What are you drinking right now?

I'm drinking misery.

Are you the funniest of all your friends?

no

Have you ever gone to work with a hangover?

not really.

What pisses you off the most?

Lots of things.

Who was the last friend to walk out of your life?

-sigh-

How do you get when you’re really mad?

If I am really mad at times, I wouldn't remember at the time.

What’s something you wish you could go shopping for right now?

Clothes.

Something you want right now?

Ehh, lots of things. I don't think I can tell.

Do you ever get shy around the boy/girl you like?

:\

Do you want to see someone this very minute?

Yes.

Do you like someone?

Hah.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

no, why would they?

Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

No, he's cool.

 

 

sorry, again.

Why

   Secondhand Serenade 




The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.



sorry.

I don't think I'm going to get enough time to blog today, despite this blog post. What I'm meant to say (because I can't be bothered hitting backspace) is this can't be a long post.

However, even if I did have enough time, this couldn't be a long post because everything right now is so boring and repetitive. I've got homework.. I do homework. I use my computer. I read. I listen to music. I sleep. I get up. I catch the train. I go to school.

That's my current forecast of what's going to happen tonight and the first half of tomorrow.

I believe we all do this: Leave homework till the last minute/the last night before it's due, even if you've had about a week to do it. I can not be bothered to do homework early, or even find the books required to do so. But do I do anything productive in its place? No, of course not. In fact, 50% of it involves staring blankly at my computer screen (without doing anything on it) or at a wall... or just some inanimate object, such as the sky :) While, of course, listening to music at the same time :D Do I sing along with music? hehe, idk, I won't be able to answer that.

So I have nothing else to write about for now.




But guess what? You Are So Beautiful 



I could've found a better way,
You know I never should have stayed,
I could've said the things that I believed were wrong,
(you know you're wrong)
Now you're saying that it's late,
It doesn't matter what I say,
You know you're just another one of my mistakes.
(yeah)

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kind of girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love

So now i'm feeling like a slave
I'm locked away inside this grave
And now I'm hoping for a way I can be saved,
(I can be saved)
You know that there will come a day,
When I'm just gonna have to change,
You know you're just another one of my mistakes.
(yeah)


You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kind of girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
Fall in love

You know I found, a small paper,
You lied about, You lied about...
You know I found, a small paper,
You lied about, You lied about...

You lied to me, lied to me

You are so beautiful, you are the kind of girl,
That has the chemicals that makes me fall in love,
Difficult, so very typical,
You are the kind of girl,
that makes me fall in love,

Fall in love...

I'm going to try blog properly (but boringly) at the end of this week if I get enough time, as well as change the blog template. But seriously, I don't know what to write about anymore so maybe I'll just whine about what's happening :\  Or is that the whole point of a blog? xD

But enjoy the music videos I love :)