how's it going? Currently on my phone internet writing this blog post haha.

Got a new phone! My new number is 0425123856; that's right, there's a 123 in it. Jealous? XD I'm on the $29 cap plan on 3.

Oh crap, there's a music concert at our school next week. OMG I don't want to go because ill get forced to watch the whole concert, and I suck. -emo-

Haha, morgan and I went on the bus to pe today and the bus driver was some old dude with glasses. Funny thing is that he was reading some kinda porn. Don't think the teachers realised LOL.

Stoner-d at lunch today. Started listening to music and didn't talk to people haha. Actually wasn'tt that bad, might do it more often.

OMG, this band isn,t that new and is quite popular, but I think I like Paramore more and more, awesome band. Also found the bass guy sometimes screams like in Decode, but even that song was popular haha.

Jeez, it's getting cold lately isn't it? There's sun but it's not really doing much in heating me :( I want it to be warmer, though not too well. One good thing about winter, however, is the night sky, stars are way cooler in my opinion and OMG the moon is so pretty now.

Ugh, I'm not satisfied at all at my exam results :( maybe apart from my improvement in science

 When It Rains

     Paramore

 

And when it rains on this side of town
It touches everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
and convinced yourself
that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

and no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

And when it rains
You always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
Of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you'll sleep till May
You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

and no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

(Explain your side, Take my side)
Take these chances to turn it around
Take these chances we'll make it somehow
And Take these chances and turn it around
Just turn it around.

and no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming and
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

You can take your time, take my time.

All We Ever Needed

     The Early November

 

So I think it's time for an actual, textual blog post. But my mind is filled with thoughts you don't need to know, you don't want to know, that there only few things I can tell you.

I'm looking out from the window now, lush and tall trees. Pretty cool, sun reflected off leaves and flowers. Flawless.


Music exam at school at 1:00PM. HAHA YAY, just got a text from Waynne. He's at Gordon right now and he's coming over :)  


And those are the only few things you can know so far :) Would I tell you privately.. alone? I don't think I would. 

 ---7:30PM ish---


Okay so I'm currently watching Gossip Girl hehehe. CHUCK IS OMG, SO FUNNY HAHAH XD  He's at a job interview and the person asks him: "Why do you deserve this job?" And he replies: "Why should I get this job? -super long pause- Because I am Chuck Bass." GAHAHAHAH.


Gossip Girl is pretty addictive, for the laughs. Laughing at its ridiculous moments... and countless awkward scenes AHAHAHHAAH. Decent storyline. STFU Gossip Girl haters.


Forgot to mention yesterday I went out to Chatswood xD Asian land. We were getting a different cake for my grandmother, but IT WAS SO DODGY AHAH. The picture is different to the actual product they sell you... so my Dad started talking about how they're liars and got a refund. Pro asian skills (Y)


Another thing is that my dad thinks i know every second asian girl. We walked past a group and he's like: "Hey, you know them right?"
Me: "Uhh no i don't."
-Walk past a different group-
Dad: "do you know them?"
me: "no."
dad: "really?"
me: "yes =="


And that went on for a while till we got into the car.




Ok so that's all you're allowed to know :) And I won't tell any of you the other things, unless one of you already know, we can discuss it. But apart from that, good luck finding out :\

---8:35PM---
Forgot to mention my awesome drug taking day two days ago. 3 Panadols. 2 spoons of 1 year overdue medicine. Healthy me. Not suicidal.





Wait For You

     Elliot Yamin
 



[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

This Is For Keeps

    The Spill Canvas 

why?



This I Promise You

   N-Sync


When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

All Hail the Heartbreaker

    The Spill Canvas





I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker

 Truly, Madly, Deeply

    Savage Garden
                    





     Cascada     (this is a cover but it's virtually the same, just a female voice. They're both great)



I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong
I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on

A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish, send it to heaven then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of

The highest power
In lonely hours
the tears devour you

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby?
don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come

hooohooo ye-eah

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

mmm, mmm,

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
and I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down over me

 Right Here Waiting...


               Richard Marx