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Wednesday, April 28, 20107:11 PM
So Much The Spill Canvas How does it feel to know you're everything I need The butterflies in my stomach They could bring me to my knees How does it feel to know you're everything I want I've got a hard time saying this So I'll sing it in a song Oh I adore the way you carry yourself With the grace of a thousand angels overhead I love the way the galaxy starts to melt When we become one When we become one When we become one When we become one How does it feel How does it feel when we get locked into a stare? Please don't come looking for me When I get lost in the mess of your hair How do you feel when everything you've known Gets thrown aside Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide Oh I adore the way you carry yourself With the grace of a thousand angels overhead I love the way the galaxy starts to melt Hold on to me girl If you feel your grip getting loose Just know that I'm right next to you Hold on to me girl If you feel your grip getting loose Just know that I won't let you down Well, I'm ready Well, I'm ready I am ready To run away with you Are you ready? Are you ready? Are you ready? To run away with me Pack your things we can leave today Pack your things we can leave today Say our goodbyes and get on the train Say goodbye Just you and I in the sweet unknown We can just call each other our home If I had to choose a way to die It'd be with you In a goosebump infested embrace With my overanxious hands cupping your face In a goosebump infested embrace With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face How does it feel? TOP OF PAGE
Tuesday, April 27, 20107:45 PM
Here I Stand by Madina Lake { btw im not going to post any screamo or hardcore stuff, unless im 100% sure you'll like it. I'll tell you if I do.. so the ones without notices from now on are cool songs :) } My hands shake cause today, i know you're gonna break my heart and, my life without you in it is a life thats not worth living. i'll be strong but i wish i was someone else, anyone but me tonight here i stand, all alone,tonight and i wish i was strong enough to breathe without you, in my life, i wish i was anyone but me. so I'll start to pretend I'm ok but you should know by now that my life is smoke and mirrors, the one thing is crystal clear that i'm the one wishing i was someone else, Anyone but me tonight here i stand (here i stand) all alone, (here i stand) tonight (here i stand) and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand) without you, (here i stand) in my life, (here i stand) i wish i was anyone but me. (Where do we go?) (Where do we go?) inside i start to fall apart. (Where do we go?) and i'll pretend I'm holding on (Where do we go?) so i guess i'll bleed in silence.(In silence) i guess i'll bleed in silence. here i stand (here i stand) all alone, (here i stand) tonight (here i stand) and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand) without you, (here i stand) in my life, (here i stand) i wish i was anyone but me. here i stand (here i stand) all alone, (here i stand) tonight (here i stand) and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand) without you, (here i stand) in my life, (here i stand) i wish i was anyone but me. TOP OF PAGE
Monday, April 26, 20108:45 PM
Stay Close, Don't Go by Secondhade Serenade { no screamo in this song, if you think there was. It's a lovely song :) } I'm staring at the glass in front of me, Is it half empty or I've ruined all you've given me? I know I've been selfish, I know I've been foolish, But look through that And you will see, I'll do better, I know, Baby, I can do better. If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone, Don't tell me I will make it on my own, Don't leave me tonight, This heart of stone will sing till it dies If you leave me tonight. Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping, I listen to your breathing, Amazed how I somehow managed to Sweep you off to your feet girl, Your perfect little feet girl I took for granted what you do. But I'll do better, I know Baby, I can do better. If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone, Don't tell me I will make it on my own, Don't leave me tonight, This heart of stone will sing till it dies If you leave me tonight. And don't you know my heart is pumpin', oh, It's putting up the fight, And I've got this feeling, That everything's alright, And don't you see, I'm not the only one for you But you're the only one for me. If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone, (Stay) If you leave me tonight, (Close) I'll wake up alone, (Don't) don't tell me I will (Go) make it on my own, (Stay) don't leave me tonight, (Close) this heart of stone (Don't) will sing till it dies (Go) if you leave me tonight. Don't leave me tonight TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, April 25, 20107:12 PM
Damn, I've been bored this whole weekend. Just doing some studying and long periods of listening to music :D I am so screwed for chinese omg. I've been trying to learn like... 70 characters today and failing :( Talk to me on msn/skype !! Need company :) Found this awesome new band called Black Veil Brides. :) [song at bottom, so awesome] Alone at last, we can sit and fight. And I've lost all faith in this blurring light, But stay right here we can change our plight. We're storming through this despite what's right. One final fight, for this tonight. Woah... With knives and pens we made our plight. Lay your heart down the ends in sight. Conscience begs for you to do what's right. Everyday it's still the same dull knife, Stab it through and justify your pride. One final fight, for this tonight. Woah... With knives and pens we made our plight. Woah... And I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on. We tried out best... Turn out the light, Turn out the light. One final fight, for this tonight. Woah... With knives and pens we made our plight. Woah... And I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on. We tried out best... Turn out the light, Turn out the light. TOP OF PAGE
Friday, April 23, 20109:53 PM
So now you're running it's hard to see clearly When I make you angry you're stuck in the past And now you're screaming So can you forgive me I've treated you badly But I am still here Sometimes I wonder Why I'm still waiting Sometimes I'm shaking that's how you make me Sometimes I question why I'm still here Sometimes I think I'm going crazy Can you help me understand? And now you wish that you meant something And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else And now you wish that you met someone And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else Something to somebody else Something to somebody else You look at me through clouded eyes I know you see through my lies See the sky, see the stars All of this could be ours Out of sight, out of mind we've been through this a thousand times Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy Can you help me understand? And now you wish that you meant something And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else And now you wish that you met someone And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else You know I would wait for ever Yes I would wait (I would wait) You know I would wait forever Yes I would wait And now you wish that you meant something And now you wish that you meant Something to somebody else And now you wish that you met someone And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else And I'm the one that should mean something But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else Something to somebody else Something to somebody else TOP OF PAGE
Thursday, April 22, 20107:13 PM
moment The girl, with eyes so even, Stared at the mirror. She bled: out pain, out tears, out regret. Those harsh scars showed what she meant, Each day, each minute, each time her heart ached for that moment. The moment that may never rise, never fall. But before, her spirit shone like the sun, like the stars. It's now in shrouds. The ominous, unwelcome shroud of pain, of suffering of the knowledge she believes: It may never happen, it may always be silent. Not one word of this moment. She wants, though recognises this moment may never be, that she will never be free of this torment, of longing, this to end. Her belonginglies deep within her heart's des- pairing hole. Her time for bliss lies within her countless dreams. Her throbbing aching for that Moment.TOP OF PAGE
Wednesday, April 21, 20106:54 PM
Man it's a hot one Like seven inches from the midday sun I hear you whisper and the words melt everyone But you stay so cool My mu-equita, my Spanish harlem Mona Lisa Your my reason for reasons The step in my groove And if you said this life ain't good enough I would give my world to lift you up I could change my life to better suit your mood Cause you're so smooth And it's just like the ocean under the moon It is the same as the emotion that I get from you You've got the kind of loving that can be so smooth Gimme your heart, make it real Or else forget about it I'll tell you one thing If you would leave it'd be a crying shame In every breath and every word I hear your name calling me out Out from the barrio, you hear my rhythm from your radio You feel the turning of the world so soft and slow Turning you round and round And if you said this life ain't good enough I would give my world to lift you up I could change my life to better suit your mood Cause you're so smooth And it's just like the ocean under the moon It is the same as the emotion that I get from you You've got the kind of loving that can be so smooth Gimme your heart, make it real Or else forget about it And it's just like the ocean under the moon It is the same as the emotion that I get from you You've got the kind of loving that can be so smooth Gimme your heart, make it real Or else forget about it Or else forget about it... Or else forget about it... Or else forget about it... Gimme your heart, make it real Or else forget about it TOP OF PAGE
Monday, April 19, 20105:47 PM
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Sunday, April 18, 20108:44 PM
School tomorrow ._. I'm dead. I think I have some homework [which I can't find] due. So I'm just going to have to hope for the best and hope it isn't xD -sigh- I'm so scared of the exams... Today was practically study. Got up early at 5.30 for two reasons. Main one was to watched the sun rise on sun day :D it makes it special !! Other reason was to try and prepare for getting up early at school cuz I've been a lazy ass the holidays T_T Also ate a healthy large Bacon&Cheese pizza by myself when I wasn't even hungry o_o I just felt like finishing the pizza cuz there was only 2 pieces left xD How has your day been? Hope you have a nice night :) i'll be watching the stars and dreaming~ kang TOP OF PAGE
Saturday, April 17, 20108:15 PM
Well this is a win isn't it? Blog still getting hits even though I don't post for a few days :) I'm so bored right now [as usual]. I actually want to school to start.. but then again I don't because it means I'm closer and closer to exams, which means more and more study :( I've been studying the whole day. This is my first day of good study... actually it wasn't that good. I haven't studied for chinese once... and I'm meant to try and finish some MASSIVE worksheet set over the holidays tomorrow cuz I haven't been bothered to do it earlier. Screwed for Geo [both of them] due to no study at all. I've been doing some science study... and I will do more for it. I've been doing maths :) And I haven't done english... kinda scared. It's either I'll do REALLY well for it.. or really bad. i'll just Morgan style it without any study and hope for the best by adding complete bullshit into the exams to make me look like I know what I'm talking about. Outing a few days ago was pretty uh... undescriptive actually. We weren't allowed to watch She's Out Of My League [so I watched it today on the net]. So we watched Clash of the [Horrible] Titans. I watched Bruno instead ;D And got scarred again. I only watched the fight scenes in clash of the titans and the scenes where I was looking up to avoid something SICK in bruno.... obviously Jo enjoyed those scenes. There is one badass guy in Clash of the Titans. The scorpion/Megatron guy with sparkling blue eyes ;D Anyway, it may not sound like it, but I feel like stopping time and staring at a wall. Then I'll go look at the stars :) TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, April 11, 201011:02 AM
Early post today, will update later :) Pretty pissed off when I got up in the morning at around 5.30 to watch the sky turn colours as the sky was CLOUDY T_T I think I'm going to be uhh... studying a bit more. Parents are really pissed of with the amount of time I spend on the computer. I don't even game that much anymore !! ._. They should be rejoicing about that fact... They know it but still treat me the way I used to when I gamed quite a lot. POKEMON WEEK ENDED? OMG. Mudkip are pretty awesome :) So are Jirachis. I think the minus&plus things was really cute -hint- waylicia ;) OMG. Do you know how sick Joanne is? COME ON. SHE THOUGHT JIRACHI WAS SICK CUZ IT VAGUELY. VAGUELY. looked like a starfish. Even I didn't realise that... not even the great Morgan Ho. As amazing as that sounds...... Btw, BELLA. FOR YOUR INFORMATION, MUDKIP&JIRACHI PWN TEDDIURSA. LOL AT THIS. http://www.tbitw.com/ So funny. Updating later... :) Probably won't be on around midday cuz yea... work. If you want me to get on (which I can), text me or something. p.s. Btw jojo, your blog is stuffed up. Big white screen over it and we can't read anything. Better fix it or ask Alicia to.... OR ME. but i'll just have to know the password and stuff.... not that im gonna do anything weird... 6:40PM :) Seeeeeeeeeeeee. I fixed the cbox :D pro skills. I also did some necessary editing and filled in your info section... with some epic stuff. All non-fictional. Waynne&Alicia, what did I say a long time ago? "Two opposites can attract." Looks like dk was right. See, I got this all covered. You can count on me :) lol WHO WANTS AN EPIC JZ QUOTE? XD Ok so she was at Beyond and when we [marcus&morgan&i]. Apparently she was on the computer skype and pone skype at the same time... wtf. Anyway, the point is, when I called it... it goes to her phone's voicemail WHICH IS SO LOL. IT'S JUST LIKE: "hello? ...HELLO? BRRRRRRING BRING. ...hehehehehe.OHCRA-cuts off-" LOL. Ah fck LOOOL I just called her to try and record it for you guys for fb and then justin picked up and was like: 'HELLO? WANNA FIGHT?" And you can hear jo in the background saying: who is it? yea so i just kinda hung up and pretend i never called xD Win. So Waynne got random Nikes? No Nike Airs? WTF ._. You noob ! It doesn't matter what air... or price... they're still airs and if they're legit they're even more epic. kang TOP OF PAGE
Friday, April 9, 201010:13 PM
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Thursday, April 8, 20107:51 PM
Gah, how was your day? :| mine was filled with DISAPPOINTMENT due to my haircut. Actually... it didn't turn out as bad as I'm exaggerating or what you're thinking right now... but it feels reallllly weird. That's right... im blogging again cuz I'm bored. :\ I'll try blog as MUCH as I can. Easter show was pretty cool. WAYNNE MISSED IT OMG T_T you should have come! It was so funny xD And alicia needed you when she twisted her ankle !! -sigh- tsk tsk. HAHAH YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN JO'S EPIC SCREAMING FOR NO APPARENT REASON. She like... touched the map for literally a hundredth of a second and then suddenly pulled back and screamed, got the sanitiser out and sanitised her hands. I seriously have no idea why she did that. And the ferris wheel was also pretty hectic. For the people who weren't there, my GLORIA JEAN skills are top quality. Tim Tam Crush does taste really nice :D but i was noob. I got told off by Alicia and Jo again and again to do this and this and this and this and this... yea. WELL IT'S NOT MY FAULT I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD TO PUT WHIPPED CREAM ON IT. AND THEN SHAKE THAT MOCCHA THING ON IT OR W/E IT WAS. THEN GET A STRAW RATHER THAN SPOON honestly... I don't know why I got the spoon either LOL x| brain freeze probably BUT i had to get one of those straws with SPOONS on the end? Then Bella went to get one, but we all realised they didnt have a spoon straw thing. Fail Gloria Jeans. I was dissing Alicia about how rich she was cuz the drink she bought cost 30 cents more than mine XD WIN. Michael was being mature (as usual) and played around in the water and fountains... as well as running through that big fountain inside the easter show. Morgan was the only one wearing SHORTS. Disgrace. -shakes head- you better actually be going to the outing thingy before volleyball training next wed/thurs. actually... when is it on? hopefully you don't mind me mentioning this on my blog so other people know about it... though I remember you saying you didn't mind who came so yea. x] Pretty bored right now :| talking to waynne ;D -sigh- there's not much more people to talk to :( Jo's at dinner and i think Alicia is afk or something probably watching kang TOP OF PAGE
Tuesday, April 6, 201011:42 AM
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Thursday, April 1, 201010:39 PM
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