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                                                             what do you      see?
                                                                                      wish?
                                                                                        believe?
                                                                                     cherish?












          















   
        

Appreciate this.

Ok ok, quick update for today cuz yea. 

FIRST OFF. FACK YOU WAYLICIA KWUU ._. my poor hard drive :(   whyyyyy

OH. AND I HAVE AWESOME PROOF I DIDNT MAKE THAT FOLDER AND WAYNNE DID. As you know, Waynne had my external cuz he had to put something on it. Then he made this dodgy folder. Thing is, it records the date of creation. And it was created yesterday, when i didn't have it. BETCHES. Plan fail.



Justin, I swear, is learning to be an interrogator -sigh-  x_x I had to answer so maaaany questions to have the dolphin :( And so many of the questions were really awkward, and I didn't give him satisfactory answers, according to him. HE WOULDN'T BELIEVE THE TRUTH, BUT HE'D BELIEVE LIES. Eventually he gave it to me after school, but I had to walk to the other side cuz I was in the gym. 


I'm like... a cripple right now. I pulled tendons in my left thigh, so using stairs hurts. Especially going down. And my right leg is really tired because that's the only leg I've been using energetically to pull me around.Walking down hurts more because I can't bend my left knee, and I land heavily onto my right leg (which is already fully wasted).

Volleyball was pretty hectic though. Tristan and I used heavy setting balls. Probably about 5 - 8 kg. And yea, it was really scary setting them. And I was about to dig some shots until I realised it would pretty much break my arms. So I caught it. xD

~kang

OH EM GEE I FORGOT TO BLOG ON THE WEEKENDS. I didn't game too which is also a wonder which will never be solved =\  (doing geography homework right now btw, not that anyone cares [including me])

Wanna know something SUPER GAY?  Ok, well yesterday I went off my computer so that I could do some massive English assignment/homework. Thing is... I FOUND IT WASN'T HOMEWORK WHEN I GOT TO SCHOOL OMG T_T -slashes wrists- 

OMG DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED ON SATURDAY? OMG. I was changing my shirt but my dad was next to me. He looked at me and prodded my abs... which reminded me of basketball omg. ._. he was like: "hey you didn't have those last year," in shang. Yea, then I fully bailed and found some other shirt in another room xD


Had a pretty epic reproduction test in Science today, I reckon I did pretty well :) But I may have failed on some diagram which I have to label each journey of when the egg is released, fertilised, becomes blastocyst and implants. I kinda made an educated guess =\  And for the responses which required a few sentences and were worth about 5 marks, I bullshitted SO MUCH. Well, not entirely bullshit. I gave him the good reasons and sufficient answers but I added so much words and description which made it super long.

Uhm, time to talk to you all about MUSIC. Yes, I like post-hardcore and screamo. But you're probably going to say: "bla bla, screamo isn't music." Well for your incorrect information, it is. Music is a way of expressing yourself through variations of sounds. 
    Screamo is evolved from hardcore, punk and is an offshoot of emo (i'll explain emo later on because this is even more misunderstood by the oblivious pop&rock society). It is expressing vocals through dissonance and (normally loud) dynamics. It's ignorant to say it's not music. Look at the instrumentation used: guitars, drums, etc. That's musical, if you disagree with that, you're not very intelligent. Anyway, screaming is just simply another way of expression.
   Onto the emo genre. No, it's not "omg, im going to cut myself and kill everyone blah blah blah" Emo is influenced in music so much you may not know it. It's simply music which is very expressive and has "often confessional lyrics". The reason the majority of emo influenced songs are sombre is because confessional lyrics are often sad... Blessthefall is emo influenced, so is [Joanne's] Owl City, and so are so many other artists. 


I just want you all to get that topic right, because it's so misunderstood. -sigh- Anyway... volleyball starts tomorrow :) Bought a folder which I couldn't find in Officeworks for $8. TYVM. OH YEA UHM... I FORGOT TO SIMPLIFY ROOT OF 128 SO I LOST A MARK AND AS A RESULT, MISSED OUT FIRST PLACE IN CLASS AND CAME SECOND AFTER DINO. NOOOOOOOOOOO.:(


~kang

I swear this is from a movie or something... can anyone remind me which? Btw, the acoustic is not bull shit like most live artists.

Sorry no blog today :( Too much work today and yea... 



acoustic version:


We say it's okay to leave it alone
But i want u to notice
This case isn't closed
Doors are open
The lights are left on
And there's never a night I sleep
With the dreams that I'd have if u never decided
Decided to leave
Decided
Decided to leave...
There's never an ounce that I breathe
Without thinking about
Who i could have been with you
There's never an ounce that I breathe
Without thinking about
Who I could have been if you didn't leave


The phone's been patient to hear your call
But you never touched the dial
You never touched the dial, now I know
There's someone I wish walked through these halls
But you'll never take the chance to come home
So come home


You say we can learn from this
But I just don't know
what to do without you anymore
your absence has taken it's toll on me
what i should believe
i just cant believe

there's never an ounce that i breathe
without thinking about who i could have been with you
there's never an ounce that i breathe without thinking about who i could have been if you didn't leave

the phones been patient to hear your call
but you never touched the dial
never touched the dial
and now i know
there's someone i wish walked through these halls
but you never take the chance to come home
so come home

you say it isn't my fault
so i steer away
i put off the pain
for another day
you think it wouldn't be tough
8 years were never enough
I'll wait for you
if you'll never change
i will be okay
but I'll still stay up for you
just in case you make the time for the right move


the phone's been patient to hear your call
but you never touched the dial
you never touched the dial
and now i know
there's someone i wished walked through these halls
but you'll never take the chance to come home
so come home

there's someone i wished walked through these halls
but you never touched the dial
you'll never touch the dial
and now i know
the phones been patient to hear your call
but you'll never take the chance to come home
and you'll never take the chance to come home
just come home...

BLOG TIME :)  I wrote down notes of what I should blog about on my phone due to my bad memory. 

TODAY WAS OMG SO FREAKING HOT. T_T Luckily Waynne's dad drove me home :D WAYNNE NEVER WEARS SEAT BELTS LOL. Neither does William. Only his dad uses it o_o 

Hmm, there was a bird in our classroom in English on Monday. MASSIVE distraction. Kept flying around and flew into the same window so many times. Eventually we could be bothered to open up and the bird flew out, but it had a damaged right leg. O_O 

 let's see what else is on my phone......... OHYEA. OMG. WAYNNE. COME BACK TO PARKLANDS. Ehh, Sammy made me and my team go skins for a while. Just for his amusement cuz he was pissed we made a full asian team xD uhm, i dont like going topless T_T people like Lin Ming started prodding my abs, BUT IF WAYNNE WAS HERE, THEN THE ATTENTION WOULD BE ON HIM AND I WOULD BE LEFT ALONE D; Or if Tristan came over from tennis and took off his shirt. LUCKILY NG WASN'T ON MY COURT. -phew- Virginity saved.

Haha my PDHPE is sexist, well... we were talking about discrimination in society. And there's a problem with transgenders. They don't get their own toilet gender... they have to use random toilets. 
   Haha, we have a senior house master who is so LOL at speaking in assembly. He keeps using random, long pro words which are compensating for something else. >_> Yes, you can guess what.

 I did mention that I did the contraception practical on Wednesday. If you don't know what contraception is.... google...image it... with safe search off...  xD Well yea, it's a pretty weird practical. Waynne didn't put the condom on the fake penis so I had to do it. He was complaining about the lubricants on it... yes, it was oily ._.  Anyway, I'm about to upload the video but by the time you read this, it's probably up already. OMG LOL we were told we were using bananas. But it was really funny because the banana is cut at the top half then if you look down the middle of the banana, it's pinkish red/orange (flesh colour). I then asked Lowrider M (my science teacher, ill explain his name later) why it's fleshy tone and he's like: "Oh.. I think there's a fake penis hidden in there... -tugs out a penis from one of them-." Then the whole class is like ;"LOL WTF GROTTY EW." 
     He's Lowrider M because his pants are so low. LOL. He has to stand at an angle in order to stop his pants from dropping off. His shirts are also half tugged in. The M is cuz his last name starts with 9.

HAHA. MORGAN AND I HAD A CHARITY GIVING COMPETITION. He got 5 cents change mcDonalds and put it in the charity box and was like:"yea, check it out. generosity." So I put in 5 cents. Then he put in 10. I put in 10. He put 15, I put 20. He put 20. We kept going until we both probably gave away like... $2 Waste of mah money. 
    -sigh- I also got watermelon 5 gum a few days ago but when I got to school, too many people asked for it and I had no choice. So I ended up only having 3 of 12 sticks :( 

Wow I have a massive tan now from bball. He made us sit around in the sun doing random shit, telling crappy jokes and watch Dino doing super TKD moves. -sigh- I didn't want to play some gay shooting game so he's like :"Go do a suicide." You know what a suicide is right? If not, it's when you start from the base line, run to free throw line and back, run to half way and back, run to other free throw and back and then run to the end and back. Problem is, I misheard him and I thought he said :"Do suicides." So I did 7 until he wtf'd at me and I was like :"oh.. ._. -emo- "

Haha, you know what's really awkward? Overtaking people when they walk. I'm not sure whether I should go to the right or left, cuz sometimes they walk left and right ._. 

HAHA. MY DAD IS SO GOOD AT ARM WRESTLING. I've been playing him since half a year ago, and he always wins. I've been doing slightly better lately but.. he's still tank. I learned Waynne also fails against his dad at this. WHY ARE THEY SO PRO OMG :( 

Haha, here's a retarded Gorden story of the day. We had a test called 'Menstraution Questions' in science. The easiest question was something like: "What is the term used to describe a female's reproductive cycle." Or something like that, I forgot :\ I'm dumb cuz yea.. i forget everything about the test. The teacher was like: "yea uhm.. most people got this right.. apart from... a few." You could tell he was going to say one but he gave pity and said a few. So we were like :"LOL WHO IS IT." -looks at gorden's paper- "LOL AHAHHAHAHA FAIL." His answer was blank. COME ON. THE PAPER MENTIONS THAT WORD AT LEAST 5 TIMES AND THE TITLE HAS IT AS WELL. -facepalm-

 This is all I can be bothered to write. Here's an awesome cover of Justin Timberlake by Alesana




Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

When you cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]

Presumably a big post coming up soon (most likely Friday) :) 

Did the science practical today. Contraception methods~~

Currently bored out of my miserable mind. x_x Might game later, have no idea. 

Got up at 6.20 AM for homework and due to my inefficiency, finished at about 1:00 pm. Ok, I can tell you about my day but I don't have a specific subject to talk about due to my boredom.

At about 10-ish, I went to the market. It's held in the car park of my suburb and is on every Sunday. My dad got some easy prawn peeling thing, as I am a failure at peeling them... and I don't want to touch that disgusting stuff when you break their heads off :(

Ok, here's what I got... which my Dad actually let me get! 
     I have to read and do an oral assignment for my half yearlies which is due on March 29. I'm currently borrowing this book too from the school library, and I can't renew it. Besides, it's a great work of literature and a movie's been made out of it too :]   Got it for $3 cuz it's second hand :)
 Memoirs Of A Geisha. Have you read it before? Ruin the story for me please :) 

 Haha ok, so guess what else I got? A bookmark. :) Not just any book mark, this book mark:

xD ok, maybe it is a bit feminine but.. I LIKE IT. Besides, I needed a decent book mark because I kept using papers which keep falling out :[ It was originally $10, but being the asian I am, I got it down to $7.  Pro skills.

 This is what it looks like in the book. Haha, sexy right? Yes it is :)


Ugh. More people get on please! I'm so bored~  At times like these, I'd even appreciate your awkward questions and would be happy to be interrogated. -sigh-

As a summary, my day was pretty pointless and considerably boring. -sigh- I also wanted to buy Gone With The Wind at the market today but I couldn't find it :( 


cheer up soon, joanne. 




Damn. i still owe alicia and bella that luvo.... maybe another day. cbf. 
 

Does purple look gay? I like it. This colour is probably more homosexual if I use it, but I won't anymore :) Time to add some colour to some blogs. O_O






Fortunately I thought of something which I could do? Guess what it is? I'm going to buy a game on Monday :) Hopefully it'll spike my current mood level. 
   I've heard about some easter show outing once or twice? O_O Do I have to go? How much do the tickets cost anyway (sorry for the asian question xD). I'm tired right now... even though it's only 8:30.  Don't ask me why xD I'm getting up early tomorrow so I can do lots of homework. Ugh.  
   Neighbours across the road had a garage sale and I got an awesome leather wallet for only $5 :) 


Haha, ok so today I am going to talk about watching movies with your parents. Particularly sex scenes. No this is not a 'scarring' section, it's totally legit xP   ok, well for me, it's unimaginably awkward. My dad sometimes chimes into my movies, whether I'm watching it on tv or computer. He randomly comes and sits down and watched like... 10 minutes of it. But you know what the incredibly bad thing is?
     He comes in and turns off the light. Sure, that's nice because I can see the movie more clearly. But it's always just coincidentally the sex scene. You know I watch romance movies so there's always some sexual referenced scene but my dad always walks in at this part. I was watching The Notebook and he walked in, turned off the lights and yea... they were in the old house where they... you know....   ANYWAY. I didn't and wouldn't change channels otherwise i'd look incredibly suspicious. So I just try and act mature and refrain from any eye contact, as well as occasionally looking somewhere else around the room or asking him something about something completely unrelated to the movie. -sigh-  

 Omg. I want to watch Atonement! I saw like... 2 minutes of it on TV before I went to shower then another 5 minutes after and it looks pretty good. It's also a romantic movie which makes it even better, and Keira Knightly (or however you spell her name) is a great actress. 






Is this blog post long enough to satisfy you all? Everyone went off Skype just then. OMG. I JUST FORGOT. THIS IS A MESSAGE TO EVERY FEMALE I KNOW. STOP INTERROGATING ME AT THE SAME TIME, I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE ANSWERING YOUR QUESTIONS. Do your minds work so similar? Other than the fact that you're all somehow interrogating me at the same time, you also ask me nearly the same questions. -sigh-

Anyway, have a fun Saturday and uhm... OMG HOW DID I WRITE SO MUCH? 

 

_O OMG. I had so much in my mind today to blog about, but I think I've forgotten half of it. :(  I'll just begin with what I can remember :) So, who liked my previous blog posts over this week? :) Lovely songs.

Hmm, I need a new facebook dp. I wanted with Waynne in it, but then he made me take that one off :( I'm having trouble getting one with Michael because he keeps getting an epileptic seizure each time I try. -sigh-  Now I want one with JUSTIN. YEA! I tried today, but it was in the last 5 minutes lunch and everyone was running around and when I got a perfect picture, he blinked. T_T  fail.



JOANNE. I DESERVE A LINE FOR MYSELF IN YOUR BLOG LINKS. NOW. GO CHANGE IT.


Morning today wasn't fun :( I got on the train (which terminates at my station for 20 minutes before leaving to city) and was like: "Okay, time to study music :) ... wait.. -remembers- SHIT. I LEFT MY MUSIC AT HOME." I frantically called my dad and he drove to the station to give me the books, but I didn't have enough time to catch the train I normally catch. And in that normal train I get seats and friends :)  
        Hence, I had to catch the next train where I had to stand :( But that wasn't the worst of it, so many girls on the carriage were staring at me O_O I was in the corner so I like, turned around for 6 stations or something like that. Then I turned back around and the scene didn't change... everyone was still looking, so I turneturned back until they got off. Luckily I was nearly blasting my iPod so I didn't hear anything I didn't want to hear. d around and never
      -sigh- JOANNE IS MEANT TO BE A RESPONSIBLE MOTHER. YOU'RE NOT MEANT TO ENCOURAGE ME TO BE A PLAYER, OR YOU'RE MEANT TO GIVE ME THE BACK HAND LIKE NORMAL, ASIAN PARENTS DO. T-T  I AM NOT GOING TO CONFRONT THEM. IN FACT, I'M GOING TO PACK MY BAGS EACH NIGHT PRIOR TO THE DAY NOW, SO I'LL NEVER GET A RANDOM TRAIN AGAIN.


Haha, Gorden is so FUCKING retarded. There's a paper with a diagram taking up half the page. Right under the diagram it asks: "Using the diagram above, answer blah blah" Then he asks the teacher: "Sir, where's the diagram?" IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU YOU GENIUS. It's just like answering these questions incorrectly: 
"If Jane was twenty years old two years ago, how old was she two years ago?"
or
"Spell the word: 'nutrient' correctly."

COME ON. HOW COULD YOU GET THAT WRONG. -shakes head-


we have a massive english oral assignment due on March 29. I don't know when to start... I don't want to! 
We have a musical practice performance on Thursday, which I totally don't want to participate in and I have a shit load of homework. But as you all (may) know, I get up early on Sundays and stack my homework on that day. -sigh-



By the way, something really chat happened at school today. I'm not going to blog it so you better ask me if you want to know, or Joanne, or Waynne, or Morgan. T_T IT WAS A JOKE LOL.





Ok so, get ready to get scarred. Paragraphs included for protection.


















































































We watched another video in science. This video is from the same series as the other disgusting one we watched, except this one was way more scarring. 

The old, creepy narrator guy (who coincedentally has a moustache and glasses) puts a white liquid under a microscope. Since we're studying reproduction, most of us had a pretty good idea what that specimen was. You're right. It's sperm. But that's not the worst of it, the guy says:"This is my sperm."  And everyone's like: "AWW WTF GROTTYYYY." Apart from Gordon. 

There's also the scene where some woman gives birth x_x this is like, woah, super scar. Dino fell asleep so I got Morgan to wake him up so that he can get scarred along with the rest of us. It's not cool -.-  

Then there's this other scene where he talks about the placenta. But the thing is... as he's explaining it, he's holding a friggin placenta IN HIS HANDS. IT LOOKS SO, FUCKING CHAT. T_T 
 

Ohyea, this is another FUCKED UP question some guy asked in our class: 'what happens if some guy has a really long penis, will it hit the cervix?' O_O WHAT THE FUCK. AND THIS IS THE GUY WHO KEEPS ASKING THE TEACHER THE UNNECESSARY QUESTIONS. Then the teacher's like: "if the guy's got quite a lot of length, then he might. But i'm not sure."



If you just got scarred, I do not hold any responsibility whatsoever due to the fact that I fore-warned you and you, yourself, took the liberty and choice to read this. I tried my best to stop you, so you can't blame me xD






UPDATE. (there's also an update in the scarring section above (last paragraph))
ok, so like at mcdonalds today... I found a munted chip O_O
 Yea... it looks like an axe? Idk. I ate it :)


I'm currently in a skype call with Adri, Alicia, Marcus and Morgan (who just chimed out). But it's mainly a game convo, however Alicia was happy to chime in and give us subconscious insights into her current yaoi. Every 5 minutes she's like: 'OMG. THIS GUY IS CUTE.... -2 mins later- OMG THIS GUY IS THE CUTEST GUY EVER.' Etc. You get the point o-o

I'm also getting interrogated by Bella atm. STOP ASKING ME THESE QUESTIONS. THEY ARE UNCOMFORTABLE. By the way, if any one of you want to know the thing which happened today which i didnt blog about... you'll have to ask people who know. Alicia now also knows. I'm not going to tell you because it's too awkward, so you'll have to ask the others. xD  Friendly reminder: it's a joke. Not serious.

OMG. I can't wait to buy Mass Effect 2 on the weekdays at school :) It's going to be AWESHUMMM xD I'll use the 50$ morgan gave me and the 40$ gift card i got from alicia&bella. OH YEA. AND WAYNNE TOLD ME ABOUT BOBBY LEE GUY. SO FUNNY xD in youtube, search up: 'bobby lee dragon hunter'. HILARIOUS xD


This is a mainly screamo song which I like, so you can take your chances and listen to this beautiful song. Gets great half way through.It sounds a bit different to my iPod for some reason... and better in my opinion xD

Gouge out your eyes, pull your heart to the floor
With my heart, my skin, my kiss
Stand back, drop to your knees, I'll stand back as you bleed
With my heart, my skin, my kiss

This blade it feels so cold, baby hold me while, I'm shaking,
This knife has pierced my soul, I sit alone while, I'm shaking
And yes I'll laugh out loud, with blind eyes, I'm shaking...

Gouge out your eyes, pull your heart to the floor
Sweetness loves me, tastes me, hears me
Stand back, drop to your knees, I'll stand back as you bleed
Sweetness loves me, tastes me, hears me...

This blade it feels so cold, baby hold me while, I'm shaking,
This knife has pierced my soul, I sit alone while, I'm shaking,
And yes I'll laugh out loud, with blind eyes I'm shaking...

Take me out of this place...
Take me out of this place...
Out, take me out, take me out, take me... out
Out, take me out, take me out, take me out...
Take me, take me, take me... out

Gouge out your eyes, pull your heart to the floor.
My heart, My skin, My kiss.
Stand back, Drop to your knees, I'll stand back as you bleed.
Sweetness, Sweetness.
Yes i am, Yes i am, Yes i am, Yes i am out.
Sweetness sweetness.
Kill me!

Gouge out your eyes, pull your heart to the floor
With my heart, my skin, my kiss
Stand back, drop to your knees, I'll stand back as you bleed
Sweetness loves me, tastes me, hears me

Wait for them to come on in and take you, away from me again
Wait for them to come on in and take you, black rose dying

This love is bittersweet. Its always incomplete.
Right now youre killing me (ohhh-oh)
Cause everything that you say, and every time that you stay,
I see that now you have changed and Im the one that you blame.

Chorus:
NOW YOURE GONE!
And youre on to the next one.
This time Ive got to live without you.
Thats just the way it has to be.
This time Ive got to live without you. (Wa-ah-oh)
And youre on to the next one.

When this night, turns to day,
I know that people change but you just stay the same.
You would swear,
On your grave,
That you would never become exactly what you hate.

Chorus:
NOW YOURE GONE
And youre onto the next one.
This time Ive got to live without you.
Thats just the way it has to be.
This time Ive got to live without you. (Wa-ah-oh)
And youre on to the next one.
On to the next one.

Every night turns to day, and every one has to change.

NOW YOURE GONE!
And youre on to the next one.
This time Ive got to live without you.
Thats just the way it has to be.
This time Ive got to live without you. (Wa-ah-oh)
And youre on to the next one.

This time Ive got to live without you.
Thats just the way it has to be.
This time Ive got to live without you. (Wa-ah-oh)
And youre on to the next one.
On to the next one.
On to the next one.
On to the next one.

I could've found a better way
You know i never should have stayed
I could've done the things i believed were wrong
Now you're saying that its late
It doesnt matter what i say
You know you're just another one of my mistakes

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love

So now i'm feeling like a slave
I'm locked away inside this grave
And i'm hoping for a way i can be saved
You know that there will come a day
when i just have to say, you;re just another one of my mistakes

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Beautiful, you are the kinda girl, that has the chemicals
That makes me fall in love
Fall in love

You know i found, a small paper
You lied about, You lied about
You lie to me, lie to me

You are so beautiful, You are the kind of girl
that has the chemicals that makes me fall in love
Difficult, so very typical
You are the kinda girl, that makes me fall in love, fall in love

She's pulling out her eyelashes
From pain she bears
I'm far from home, I'm all alone
This hole is way too deep and
I've left behind my happy life
And I'm still asking how I died

Lay down,lay me down pray, now
Lay down,lay me down pray, now

I'm walking through the cold of night so I can see your face
At your window I will stand, and
Your smell I will embrace
My eyes in yours and yours in mine
And now I know just how I died,
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Lay down,lay me down, pray,now
Lay down,lay me down, pray,now

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

As fire falls, as fire falls
As fire falls, I've never made life before
As fire falls, I never had this before
As fire falls, as fire falls

SUP. I think I may have more to talk about today since I have more time to refresh my memory of what's happened, as opposed to the 5 minutes (exactly) I got on Friday. I forgot to blog yesterday :( (sorry joanne).

Main thing which has happened is my massive stack at basket ball yesterday. Before I tell you what happened and give you a list of my casualties, I WOULD LIKE TO ANNOUNCE I CAN FINALLY JUMP (no run up) AND TOUCH THE RING. CHYYYYYYYYYEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH BBBOOOOOOOOOOOYYYYYYYY.

Anyway, my coaches were like: "oh can you touch the ring?"
me: "Uhm, I don't know. Probably not."
them: "try."

So I try and touch it. Which I do. Then I do it again... and again. I realised I could jump high enough to grab the ring fully with one hand if I did a run up. So I took at two step run up and grabbed the ring. What I did not take into account was that I built too much momentum in the run up and thus, swung me forward. I landed flat on my lower body and on my forearms. It didn't hurt that much at the time, but right it's a bit painful and I'm a cripple. I was laughing like shit until I realised I was bleeding xD I also received a concussion wave where I felt dizzy and everything was muffled. ;D

Ok, here's the list:
1. Stretched tendons in right forearm. I can't hold a pen properly, clench my fist or put too much pressure on it.
2. Pulled tendons on right foot. So I'm a retard walker now.
3. Graze on left knee
4. Big graze and bruise on right knee. Blood loss was involved.
5. Both palms are slightly grazed.
6. Left elbow is totally fucked up. It was, and still is, bleeding like shit. I've put that crazy, asian, brown anti-septic on it lots of times which HURT LIKE FUCK. It's meant to also form a temporary cover for a scab to heal quickly... but it keeps... breaking.

When I woke up this morning, I had two other things which occured over night. I can't cough or sneeze now, otherwise my abs will hurt :( And you all know I love coughing.  And I can't stretch, otherwise my upper back and abs will hurt.

Luckily I didn't faceplant that day, otherwise.... yea... my ugly face could have been scarred. What also sucks is that the tendons on my right arm don't allow me to do so many things. Such as turning door knobs, sealing the tap and I can't do pushups cuz of both arms. I tried to do one... but my arms both gave way and I probably injured myself even more :(  I can nearly touch the ceiling of my house btw, barefooted.

I now officially have evidence and support that Joanne is a disturbed child. Yea, she takes lots of things in the WRONG way and has to mention it so that we also think of it =_=  






P.S. Waylicia Kwuu ♥

Okay, I have nothing to talk about so I'm just going to give you a day overview.


First period of school I had a trombone lesson. I didn't practise for like... a week so I was virtualyl screwed. I somehow managed to luck it and sight read lots of things, and he asked me to play the easy things.

Second & third period was swimming. Pretty creepy. I hate swimming =_= It scars me in the change rooms and walking around topless is weird. O_O  Yea, I'm always paranoid there's some pedo around the corner in the change room.



I have nothing else to talk about lol. I have to get off in exactly 1 minute. Uhm, Morgan met Gilly at the station again when we got off the train. As usual, Waynne and I walked away but Morgan stayed behind *hint*

Then my dad made me go buy four 25kg pool salt sack things which I had to carry to the car. It was pretty annoying cuz they actually were kinda heavy since it was like... a 50 metre distance :( 

I haven't had a shower yet whcih is unusual and now it's 11.15 so I have to go cya. :D

First off I would like to say: Alicia Luu, I AM GOING TO KILL YOU THEN TAKE ALL YOUR FOOD AND IMPORTANT STUFF.

Oh yea and a precaution: the part where I talk about today's science lesson is going to be seriously fucked up. Ok. Not cool. Don't even bother try reading it. I'll talk about it last so you don't have to go through the pain of skipping it.

Ok well today WAYNNE WAS MEANT TO GIVE ME A FOCUSED AND CLEAR PICTURE OF HIS ABS FLEXED CUZ I MADE A DEAL WITH HIM AND GOT HIM AN ANGRY ANGUS MEAL AT HUNGRY JACKS ON FRIDAY. He'll have to give me the shot tomorrow otherwise he owes me $20. That's as reasonable as I'll get. I'm already feeling nice so he's lucky I didn't say $50 and that I changed my mind from $30 to $20. I actually lowered the price cuz saying twenty is easier than thirty for me... or I just say it some much more often.

Basketball training today was no fun at all. Sprints, push ups and some bridge thing. They were easy but booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing. And I forgot to bring my drink bottle and there weren't any [safe] taps or bubblers. -sigh-

Who's going to Waynne's scholar concert tomorrow night? It's at 6:30 PM at our school, in a room called Wallace King Room. You should all go and like, yea :D Watch him and make him feel awkward. He'll be playing cello so he's pro. And it goes for 7 minutes!!!! I might be going, but it's currently undecided. 



OKAY. HERE IS THE SCREWD UP PART, I'LL PUT IN SOME EXTRA PARAGRAPHS TO PREVENT YOU FROM TEMPTATION OF READING IT.






































Ok, the scarring begins now!
As some of you may know, I'm doing reproduction in my science class now. WOOOO. I have Waynne, Dino and Morgan in the class so it's fun xD And I also unfortunately have Gorden but luckily everyone pays him out,including the teacher. 
   Last time there was a massive diagram of a penis on the board which the teacher found on the net and zoomed in like... 10000 times. During an awkward silence, Dino screamed, "STOP TOUCHING ME!"
Teacher," Dino, what's the matter?"
Dino, "Gorden keeps touching me! :( "
Teacher, "Well, then he's obviously getting very excited about this diagram behind me."

Everyone then LOL's. xD Our teacher's awesome. 


Okay, today's video was seriously FUCKED up. Pictures of naked people in lines. NO blurring. There was this black guy who was like: "sometimes it goes BOOOOOING BOING." HAHAHAHHA. SO RANDOM. 


There was also heat vision of 'the' area. Yes, luckily it was heat vision cuz it was showing a penis from flaccid to erect. It was totally fucked up =_= Next part is worse. There's actually like, a MONTAGE. A FUCKING MONTAGE OF DICKS. WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! I SRSLY VOMITED. IT EXCITED WAYNNE SO MUCH HE FORGOT TO GO TO A MUSIC LESSON AT THE TIME 


then the video is self explanatory from thereon. You get the point... hopefully, because I don't wanna do anymore explaining.


There was also really screwed up shit. Like, screwed up questions from class mates. Some examples were like: "What's the go with anal sex?" WHAT THE FUCK. Some others were like, "I heard virgins bleed in sex."  and "If the vagina produces its on lubricant, then why do people use lube?" WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. FUCK FUCK. SRY I DIDN'T WANT TO POST THIS BUT JO WANTED TO KNOW CUZ SHE'S A SICKO. 


Uhm and Dino thought men had two scrotums. LOL. AHAHHA FAIL.

HAHA OK QUICK POST BEFORE MY DAD WALKS INTO THIS ROOM AND PWNS ME. 

SCHOOL TODAY WAS PRETTY LULZ, ESPECIALLY SCIENCE CUZ WE WERE DOING REPRODUCTION, YEA!!!!! 

Waynne is so clueless. In the diagram labelling exercise, he labelled the kidneys as ovaries. LOL. And kept mixing them up thereon. Then he said: "Wait... don't the ovaries produce and store bile?" Pretty grotty, ugh. I don't know how he came up with that theory.

Then he asked the teacher a REALLY obvious question, "What connects the uterus to the exterior?"
The teacher then smiled and said:"What do you think?"
Waynne:"Uhm... the cervix?"
Teacher: "Uhm.. no...."
Waynne: "VAGINA!?"
Teacher: "Yes," smiles, then walks away.

Morgan and I lol'd for so long at that. 
 hmm
I have a massive english essay due on Thursday, and I was meant to get like... the introduction and one or two paragraphs done today, but I cbf and just wrote the question out LOL. -sigh


My uncle's over right now, which is the explanation as to why I am on the computer. I didn't get to see him at Chinese New Year to get red pocket money so he gave it to me just then, other than the red pocket. I GOT TWO HUNDRED FUCKING DOLLARS.  YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA