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Sunday, January 31, 20103:38 PM
New template, as you can see. The old chat box is also back so uhm, have fun with it? :D Ok so uhm, today I got up a little late for Sundays. I was going to get you all pictures of the sun rising but I was too late, however I got some nice photos which still show some red clouds (i think). They were taken at 6.30 am. click on the pictures to make them bigger and prettier  Just to let you know, the sky was much more blue. I should have taken the photo with my Lumix rather than my phone (3.2 mgpx), but I couldnt' be screwed. This is around the back of my house, you can see two neighbours' roofs.  Unfortunately, the sun was at a bed place so this was considerably dark. You've all seen a little bit of this in the background of my Ice Tea photos. The bins are there, which ruin the view a bit. Anyway, I love it how the cloud looks so thin and spread out. And that's the horizon I'm talking about, it's great. Joanne, being a massive pedo, found out that I write in running writing. I realised that next to the bottles of Ice Tea was one of my science work books, and she actualyl bothered to click on the photo to make it bigger and look at them. She knows my calculator model (although everyone uses that one lol) and maybe some other stuff. I managed to get another two & a half hour sleep from 10am till 12.30pm. I only got 5 hours sleep (again) the previous night/early morning. Before I fell asleep, I was thinking about 'afterlife'. Being non-religious, my view is that it doesn't exist. The best words you can describe it with is emptiness or nothingness. However, what's dreadful is that you don't know you're in nothingness because you are nothing. There is no point. Which, after a while, I summed up that everything we work and strive for will always result in nothing. This is due to the fact that we'll all die. Suddenly I thought: why should I try so hard when all I'll get in the end is nothing? After a period of temporary and sudden depression, I realised something else. Something which doesn't have to die, something still with options and possibilities. Your family line. It keeps going down and down, and will never stop until the Universe or Earth dies. New generations are created and that's why we should strive, for the line. The Universe might take a while, the Earth's (although its end is still very far away) lifespan is much shorter. However, by the time Earth dies, technology would most likely have become so advanced it's not funny. Besides, the Earth is gonna because a massive dump cuz of global warming and us using fossil fuels, so we might have to 'change' planets or just be smart and don't use cars, which I'm not satisfied with. Hybrid cars don't change the result, it just extends the period in which Earth will survive. Anyway, sorry for talking about that but it was an incredibly interesting insight for me. Zomg piano and tune and stuff is so sexy in this song. Shut up, this song is not emo lyrics: this conversation didn't mean anything to you this conversation don't mean a thing this conversation... did I mean anything to you? did you even care? this conversation didn't mean anything to you. did you even.... this con.... did you even.. this conversation didn't mean a... it doesn't even matter. it didn't matter to you and... you don't even care. and you didn't even change take me now just take me now. |
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